| Posted: 24 March 2007 at 11:45am | IP Logged
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hello one and all, thanks so much for the support you have given me. i managed to have a problem with the bed side tv/internet systems and so couldn't get back onto the forum. i have had you all in my thoughts though. fifteen days inhospital....not bad considering i thought that i would get help to get off sofa and that would be it! i feel slightly wierd about being home, which i feel very guilty about as surely i should be overjoyed at coming back, shouldn't i?
i had a battle on my hands to get pain relief and had to cope with differing views/attitudes and levels of knowledge. that was so stressful. they ignored the fact that the pain team had to be invvolved and they were happy to have me on the drugs. in fact they said you are scared of these drugs aren't you! i'm now on paracetomol, tramadol (100mg) and oramorph (morphine liquid). at one point i was on fentanyl which is a very strong opiod, but baby got sleepy. the thing is the i constantly left to ask for them and had to try and adhere to a regime so that it could be reviewed by the pain team properly. i was told i was on a piddly dose! i still had to endure a midwife telling me i should go to nicu to see what the nanies go through coming off drugs, and treated and likened me to a junkie mum! yet, the neonatologist said it's all fine.
thanks so much and watch this space, i hope to stay home, but might end up back in and baby out.
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