| Posted: 30 April 2007 at 2:35pm | IP Logged
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I have no idea what is the matter with me lately. For the last at least 4 weeks I have been having a roller coaster time. Some days I am so lathargic and can not be bother doing anything, even simple routine things are heavy going and I want to rest all the time. Then for the last 10 days I have done nothing but buzz around like a bee, gardening, housework (I mean cupboards inside and out, and all the niggly jobs that no one ever does!), walking plaves you name it if a job needed (or didnt need) doing Ive done it.
I have found myself crying at absolutely nothing, tv, books, simple comments. I have just read Bev's wedding thread about not having everything ready and I started crying (sparked of this thread actually!) I am so happy and have been for months, I have been eating a well balanced diet and have a good sleeping routine (that doesnt see midnight or after).
Ok I have health worries, wrist, blood, abdo pains lol.. but Ive had most of that for a while now and I really have just grown to live with it. For the last 3 days I seem to have started with a womans problem (TMI sorry... but Im really wet down below.) Its not sore or itching, no discharge, just like clear liquid permanately. Im going to see if I have an infection, obviously, but it makes me so conscience all the time! This isnt helping my emotions!
I feel so happy, even when Im crying for no reason lol.. I know there is no reason for the tears pmsl but the flow all the same and I get that really choked up feeling.
I have no idea whats up I just want to giggle without worrying if Im wet, and watch the TV without crying! (and yes I did a test a few weeks ago and last week to make sure.. even though I knew it was negative .. lol)
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