| Posted: 15 October 2007 at 1:38pm | IP Logged
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Hi all i would like to thank Madz who has throughly kicked my bum for letting myself get so down and low... to the point where i couldn't see the point in fighting for medical attention.
Yes i'm very low i had posted a long post about it all to and fro's to try and get my head straight but it didn't really help, so i deleted it as i didn't want you all to worry and instead i thought i'd post something a little more positive.....
I (thanks to madz) have called the hospital and they have heard of me and i am waiting for an appointment but only because they are currently trying to set up extra clinics and i should be seen at the latest mid nov! YAY!
Doctor also called me as i have to call in every monday to discuss tablets and there effectiveness and i'm now going in to see her wednesday at 4.20, as i said i feel like i'm getting into a spiral of depression! So i did it! Don't know what to expect or what to want out of the meeting, but i'm being squeezed in as she's away next week.... suppose it didn't help that she called seconds after being online and having my bum kicked with me still very much tearful from opening up with madz, so now i have child care to cover again! As i don't want my 6yr old to hear how low i am, he'll worry so much!
Just thought i'd let you all know as i know i have written some bits that have had a lot of you worried in the past 2 weeks.
Thanks all and Madz for the help and kick up the bum
Tsena xxx
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