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Posted: 06 November 2007 at 11:17am | IP Logged

Hi all

I know there's not a lot anyone can do to help me at the moment till i see the pain clinic consultant on the 22nd but i'm really low today, last week was hard but today just seems impossible.....

I'm struggling to sleep and when i do sleep i change positions and have restless legs (still trying to get comfy when asleep) that i'm waking up exhausted.... today i struggled to get out of bed and i'm meant to be cleaning house due to an inspection on friday.....(got lots to do as i've started, stupidly to sort out the crap instead of just clean and started packing the bits i want/need).

Facing the stairs etc is just agony and my son ended up going to school late for 2 reasons 1)him.... couldn't find this, forgetting what he's doing etc, 2) me.... couldn't get out of bed and get his breakfast quick enough as stairs where in the way...getting in car and driving etc.... by the time he was at school 5-10 mins late i stood in the school office apologising fighting the tears and when i finally got back into the car i burst into tears (it took me 20mins to get back home... mum's walk it in 5 and cars normally about the same due to short cuts though the houses). I was still crying when i pulled up at home and i've now mangaged to get lo to sleep and i'm off again!

I'm going to have to get cracking on the house this afternoon and wednesday as i have a friend who's going to come and help me clean - for some reason she had mild spd and has now recovered and is mortified to know how badly i've got it (if you know what i mean - so i get fussed over :( )

I'm doing a casserole for tea so not much standing there and then i've got to take kieran swimming (first lesson tonight at 5), i'm dreading getting up and going to the loo let alone going to school later and the house work

Sorry to put another moan on here i just feel so crappy it's unbelieveable, tablets seem to do diddaly squat (think i've gotten used to them) and the oramorph gives me cronic nausea (not the full works thanks to 2 suckable tablets) and headaches!

It's so hard cause we're frantically trying to save up pennies to move and i'm getting low about it all as it seems like we might not make the money to do it!

Urgh why can't something just go right for once!

Sorry ladies, i hope you are all well and ok....

Posted: 06 November 2007 at 4:49pm | IP Logged

Awwww Tsena you poor thing, sounds like you ve had a really crappy day. Cant help with the pain stuff coz never had that bit, but do know that you are a strong person and you will get through this... and you re not alone, we are all here for you to talk to and who cares if you have a moan now and then, we all need to let off steam about one thing or another, so moan away!!

Sorry i cant be more helpful, wish I lived closer so I could come help you.

Hugs babe

Jain xxx