| Posted: 06 March 2008 at 9:22am | IP Logged
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I've been a chronic sufferer all my life. First diagnosed at 5 yrs old.
Anyway, the migraines are taking over my life. Just barely compus mentus after spending 5 days in bed again. Sounds ridiculous but I'm getting two or more attacks each week, which don't respond to the medication anymore. I'm on my 3rd change of meds since December, and am struggling to cope.
My GP says that until the SPD is stabilised and controlled, the stress of coping with it is going to keep triggering my migraines, and all he can do is try to help me get through the attacks.
Getting scared, as sometimes the hip pain, migraine pain and best friends with toilet scenario are too much. John has finally realised that when I say I won't make 40, that perhaps I actually mean it now.
When I'm in middle of attack, I can't think straight and I'd easily accidently overdose as I can't remember what I've taken or when. Plus sometimes during the attack I think that dead is better, cause it can't hurt this much?
Sorry to be morbid, but I'm struggling here. My poor 4yr old ds is so trained to mummy being ill he just sits in front of tv quietly to let me sleep. What kind of life is that?
Any of you ladies suffer with migraines, found anything that works? any ideas willingly considered as I'm loosing what little freedom I had due to the migraines wiping me out most of each week now.
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