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Posted: 28 April 2008 at 11:55am | IP Logged

I rang my GP today to talk about my emotions. I really am in dispair with them and was hoping he could give me something that wouldn't effect the hormone tests Im due to have. Anyway, after making the appointment I had a weird feeling. Just something telling me I hadnt made the right decision, and I should just wait out the high's and low's till after the tests.

I went along to the appointment, and was talking about how I felt physically and emotionally. He cant offer me anything, as I think deep down I knew. But a bit of prodding and poking here and there and he drew some concerns. I dont really want to go into any detail right now, until I have been to the hospital but I just feel like the most unluckiest person ever. Nothing ever goes right.

He said he was going to ring a few people, find out who I need to see and arrange for an appointment, and said he'd ring me back later today. I hadnt even managed to get home by time he rang. The hospital have made me an appointment for now. They also said they are going to carry out the tests, and get the results back to me today. Least by time I get home I'll be able to say more about whats happening, need to talk with my family etc first as you can probably imagine. Although hopefully everyone is just being over cautious and ruling things out, sigh!

 Everything was just going ok until today!

Posted: 28 April 2008 at 12:00pm | IP Logged

I'm sorry about this chris. You all know we are here when you are ready to talk.

I hope they are just ruling things out - and I'm glad they are able to do all this nice and quickly so you arent left hanging on.

I wish I could say more - but i just want you to know if you just need an impartial ear you have my number, any time!

Sending you hugs x

Posted: 28 April 2008 at 1:54pm | IP Logged

Hope everything goes ok at the hospital. Am thinking of you.

xxx

Posted: 28 April 2008 at 1:58pm | IP Logged

Awww hugs hunny, i hope that it's just them being safe, and i hope to god that the results come though quickly.... Take you time hun and we'll all be here for you when you feel your ready to talk X

Posted: 28 April 2008 at 2:13pm | IP Logged

Ok sigh of relief (only slight relief mind lol). I hate to talk in riddles, and maybe I really shouldnt have posted earlier so Im sorry was just all in a fuffle.

I need to talk with my family tonight before I post, partly because its important, partly because I have family on the site and dont want things to be read before I spoke with them lol

Basically, could have been 1 of 2 'evils' (or he could have been completely wrong and complete false alarm- which I was hoping for lol) As it is its the lesser of the 2 'evils' lol and nothing serious. So panic off! I have to go back every 48 hours for blood tests to monitor things, and also need a scan in a few weeks. Todays results only confirmed things were happening, but not to any degree.

Sorry to have posted, and not give you any answers. Im ok though, really xxx

Posted: 28 April 2008 at 2:33pm | IP Logged

Awww hun please don't aplolgise for posting in riddles..... it's horrible when something happens and being human you naturally worry.

I will keep my fingers crossed for a few more weeks hunny in a hope that everything comes back negative and a ok.

Big hugs hunny. You know where we are if and when you feel ready and the need to talk xx

Posted: 23 May 2008 at 11:38am | IP Logged

sorry to hear that things aren't going well.

thinking of you and just do what you need to do to take care of you and yours.

Posted: 23 May 2008 at 11:59am | IP Logged

Hmmmmmmm as one who can speak in riddles, and knows the lingo...ive guessed what your on about.