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Posted: 07 May 2010 at 9:06pm | IP Logged

hi

2years ago i was depressed! seriously! after having problems with my family, i 've done a lot of things thati was not aware about! like screaming all the day! and i've tore my anal sphincter! i don't know how have i done this! after some days and taken some medecines from psychologist i felt better! but can't understand how have i done some thing like that!

6months ago i've speaking to my gp about the problem, he refered me to a colorectal surgeon who sent me a letter month after having ultrasound and other exams, but she wrote me that i have no colorectal anomaly or desease!!!

since i've received her letter six months ago i became depressed again, and told my midwife all the story she sent me to gynocologue! who had also received letters from the surgeon, but she wrote a lot of things in, i couldn't read exactly what was in< but she started by every thing apear normal apart from....... and she wrote a lot of things!

at the end the doctor told me! there is nothing abnormal! part that my sphincter is weak! and that she doesn't understand how i need  ceasarien, cause a lot of women tore in the back passage when they give birth! and that the surgeon didn't wrote that i need a cesarien!

in my pregnancy papers that i hold, she wrote every thing is normal apart from reducing sphincter tone and will deal with pt after the ambryon is born!

i will give birth in july and i'm too much scared i don't know how it will be and what i will do??

please some one can edvice me or help me?