Joined: 11 June 2005 United Kingdom Posts: 3865 Gender: Female
Posted: 27 June 2005 at 10:47pm | IP Logged
sorry for posting this ladies, just need to get it all off my chest. I'm usually a happy go lucky person so it's not often i get like this. I've had a really sh*t week, one of my worst for a very long time. Tonight i had alot of drink as some of you know from chatter box, i did it for the simple reason that I wanted to forget everything. I just wanted it all to go away. Now i have sobered up, and all i'm left with is a blinding headache and everything is so clear again. I need to cry but i havn't been able to, i just cant accept my grief as something that is real. I just want someone to take it all away. Sorry for going on, just had to let it all out. I promise I'll be back to my happy self soon, I like that side of me, I hate being serious.
Joined: 27 June 2005 United Kingdom Posts: 12 Gender: Female
Posted: 27 June 2005 at 11:03pm | IP Logged
Sorry to hear u are having a hard time Jen, have you been feeling like
this long as we havent chatted in a while - Ive been doing the garden
today and I am cream crackered - got my six week check tomorrow where
the doc will do an internal not looking forward to that - but still no
AF
Joined: 11 June 2005 United Kingdom Posts: 3865 Gender: Female
Posted: 27 June 2005 at 11:14pm | IP Logged
hi hun, no, i've been great since having aimee, just been a really tough week, my eldest dd got the chicken pox, my other 2 dd's have been really grouchy like they're about to get um and on thursday I thought after so long my af had arrived but actually turned out to be a miscarrage. DH doesn't know and nor did anyone else up until tonight. I've kept it to myself and hoped it'd just go away. Now it's hittin me hard. I want to cry but have no tears. I'll get through it though, i did when i lost my first. Welcome to the site hun, we missed you. xxx
Joined: 27 June 2005 United Kingdom Posts: 12 Gender: Female
Posted: 27 June 2005 at 11:28pm | IP Logged
That's awful Jen, cos I know you had mixed feelings about this - how
did you find out - if I am being too nosey just tell me to shut
up. It might be better to tell DH - don't bottle it up xxxx
Joined: 11 June 2005 United Kingdom Posts: 3865 Gender: Female
Posted: 28 June 2005 at 6:19am | IP Logged
OMG, I'm so sorry ladies, was hoping this was a bad dream. None of you needed to hear this, and Gannie, i found out Friday, went docs due to period being so bad and too much pain to feel right, i was sent for a scan and they confirmed it had happened, somethin to do with the way the uterus lining and size were. I'm fine honestly, just had a bad day and the alcohol wasn't the solution I know that now. Thanks for the lovely replies though. I really appriciate them. ake care, jennie xxx
Joined: 17 June 2005 United Kingdom Posts: 560 Gender: Female
Posted: 28 June 2005 at 10:23am | IP Logged
Awwww Jen Big Hug, i cant even imagine how you feel right now, but i do know it must be awful. We are all here for you so dont feel you have to go through this alone, TC xxxx
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