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Posted: 14 January 2006 at 4:33pm | IP Logged

Ok I really need to let off some steam because i feel so bad about myself!

Im having a really difficult time getting this computer to work. As you know I cant get into chat, and if I do i only last a few minutes. I feel so withdrawn from you guys. Everytime I try loading a page everything crashes. Ive been told by a number of people its because Im running windows 98. My dad said he\'d put xp on for me put hasnt had the time. Now im trying to get my photos off my memory stick and that is working either, and i just had a barney with my daddy about it. I know it all sounds silly but i really miss our chats in the bar, im so wound up about it all i snapped at joshua and its totally not his fault. the smallest thing is getting me down. I just want to get back to chatting with you guys. I started crying earlier for no real reason so i know im down about things and this silly puter was just the icing on the cake. I want my old crappy slow puter back..at least i had u guys then lol

ok i think u all safe i had a bit of a rant i feel no better and im still crying but hey! maybe if i throw the puter against the wall it would help? no then id have no internet at all lol how sad lol xxxx

Posted: 14 January 2006 at 5:02pm | IP Logged

Awww m2j , I know how flustrating it can be when pc doesnt work especially when you are on your own at night and its your only real means of communication with the real world.

I cant give you any pc advice, this thing runs on 98 too and causes enough probs.  I was also promised winxp but am still waiting.  The laptop run on xp and never caused any probs....well not till motherboard went! lol

Are you overtired and depressed too? cos i know every little thing seems so big when in that state.  I hope you get something sorted soon.

Take good care of yourself

Julie xx

Posted: 14 January 2006 at 10:20pm | IP Logged

hey you think of the wedding!!

you know you can always chat to me!

in fact, you do every evening!

i know it can be frustrating for you not having access to the chat rooms though.

sending warm n sunny hugs to you n wee joshua.

zo xx

Posted: 14 January 2006 at 11:33pm | IP Logged

Chris I cant stop and write much at the moment but just had to send you HUGE hugs from me and ed. Need to chat to you sometime as dp got dates he away on exhibitions and me and ed could do with some company if you and joshua fancy it?

Posted: 14 January 2006 at 11:57pm | IP Logged

Will your dad give you the disc so that you can do it yourself?

Posted: 15 January 2006 at 12:57am | IP Logged

I dont know |flip, im going to think of best way to ask him tomorrow lol

madz of course we'll come and see you, just let me know when babe!!!

Well if the day wasnt bad enough the night just got better lol...Joshua decided tonight would be a fine night to have his night terror thingys lol the nhs told me to ring them if he went into another long one so i did and they listened to him for about 15 mins and said i should take him to see my gp. so ive put that one next weeks to do list lol the little screamer is asleep for now bless him but he has scratched all his leg in his screams earlier

I guess its just one of those days lol (maybe i could try and write an article on night terrors hmmm) xxxxx

ps: zoe ive seen the dress, i really have its gorgeous..i was going to try it on and ask for a pic but thats bad luck lol xxx

Posted: 15 January 2006 at 11:22am | IP Logged

Aww hunny I know what its like to be alone at night. Its so horrible.

Even if Mo is home I still feel alone as we are not talking and he just sits upstairs when he is.

I also live 40miles from all my family and friends. I moved here to be with Mo as its closer for him to get to work. I feel so icolated here (sorry spelling isnt my strong point).

I really hope joshua grows out of the night terrors soon. I cant imagine how fustrating they are for you.

Kaz