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Rin you never angered me once with your situation. What you had to go through was hell for you and your family. I never judged you once on what you felt you needed to do for your family, I only felt sorry that you had to go through that, it was a terrible situation for you.
I know what you mean about only needing the swimmers lol. Sometimes I dream that I will have a miracle pregnancy and it will just happen, how stupid is that. Every month that my period comes I get really upset even though I know there is absolutely no chance I will be pregnant.
I really don't know how to cope with my emotions and have never been in this situation before. Ollie was our happy accident, the girls were both planned when I was younger. I never imagined that I would ever feel like this it's totally mad. I am normally quite a rational, analytical person and can shake off silly emotional things, but this has really got me. I think it's a combination of my age and having Ollie.
Keith hasn't really said why no more not in so much to say whether it's financial, his age, our circumstances, etc. He never wanted children and spent the 9mnths I was pregnant in denial, convinced I had wind.... I don't think he actually believed we were having a baby until the day he was born. He is a brilliant Dad, Ollie adores him. They do loads together and seem very happy which makes this all the harder to understand.
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Topic: Wanting another baby
There was an article in 'The Lancet' where a bloke was taken to hospital with 3rd degree burns to his groin, which was caused from using his laptop naked.
