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Posted: 27 June 2006 at 4:00pm | IP Logged

I have just spent the last hour crying on the sofa. My SPD, which seemed to be easing, has suddenly returned! I dont know why, I havent slipped or anything, I just stood up and there it was.

I had been feeling so positive as I'd been feeling amazingly better. Me and DP were planning walks and bike rides which we havent been able to do for the past 2 years. Even with talk of surgery I wasnt too concerned as I'd been feeling ok so I knew there was no rush.

I am seeing my gp later but I have to walk there and back and its 20mins each way which is going to kill me! I know DP is going to be so dissapointed and he seems to manage to make me feel guilty for being in pain despite not meaning to.

I hate that this is happening to me and I just want to curl up in a ball and cry but I have to get on.

Posted: 27 June 2006 at 4:10pm | IP Logged

Changed my mood - much more suitable!

Me not happy anymore

Posted: 27 June 2006 at 4:16pm | IP Logged

oh hunny

hope the gp can help

thinking of you

Posted: 27 June 2006 at 6:47pm | IP Logged

My gp was great as normal but there isnt much she can do. Shes upped my painkillers and has told me to call my hv for a chat as i've been feeling very low but dont want to go back on anti d's. She says jackie is brilliant for that so I'll give it a go.

Shes refered me to the allergy clinic about my possible nut allergy so thats something.

Oh and apparently I have low blood pressure again which would explain why I keep going faint so I need to make sure I dont over exert myself.

Now feeling really sore but I've off to the cinema tonight so i'll go with a smile regardless!

Posted: 28 June 2006 at 9:49am | IP Logged

    I really hope you are feeling better soon. Binmen before 7 should be banned. I hope you can manage to get a reasonable sleep tonight