| Posted: 17 July 2008 at 9:21am | IP Logged
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Well, today has arrived, I have my appointment at the smoking cessation clinic at 10.20 this morning. I'm a very heavy smoker and I've known for a long time it was time to quit to make a better life for me and for the kids but I havn't been ready in my mind and I wouldn't have had any will power. Now I have, now I am ready to give up. I've got through a terrible year, giving birth without my partner, my other kids dad just vanishing from the face of the earth before christmas, social services and all the other problems assocoated with being a single mum of 5.
Billy is 1 on Sunday and what better gift could I give than a smoke free environment for him and the other kids. The money I will save on cigarettes will run into the thousands in just one year. Now is my time and I'm determind to better my health and my kids health and become smoke free.
Wish me luck, let me rant and rave and if you can support me through the next few weeks so I can succeed, it wont be easy, the stress of all 5 at home over the next 6 weeks is daunting but by the time they go back I'm going to be a non smoker!
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