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I have been really pretty bad recently. It could be down to my medication but its all medication I have tried before and I have never felt like this - this feels seperate to my other problems.
I am exhausted all the time, even though I am now sleeping better with the morphine. I am feeling a bit low although better now am on anti ds, but again it feels different to previous depression I have suffered, its difficult to explain but it just feels very strange. I am also having regular hot flushes, for no apparant reason. I never used to actually sweat but now I break out in beads of sweat across my forehead and top lip. This happens 9 or 10 times a day and sometimes I actually have to change my clothes as I am dripping.
I feel mentally exhauted too. If I spend time in a group of people I feel shattered and just need to get out and lay down. I have always been a very social person so I find it difficult to understand.
Also all of my joints and mussles seem to ache all the time. It seems to have got steadily worse for a few weeks now and now I feel like I am struggling to get through the day. Just putting a load of washing on, or even just playing with Eds for a few minutes exhaustes me and I have to lay down for a few mins and try and switch off before I can carry on.
I am going to see the doctor but they seem to put most things down to my medication and actually I have been feeling like this for a while now, before even my last injections when I wasnt even on my meds.
Edited by Madzwalker on 24 July 2008 at 12:35pm
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