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Posted: 04 June 2008 at 9:21am | IP Logged

I went to see my GP yesterday and broke down into tears as I explained how I've been feeling. She was so understanding and said its no suprise with the year I have had so far that I am feeling this way. She just couldnt believe I'd got through the past 3 years without needing them.

Shes starting me on 50mg of sertraline and I'm to go back in a few weeks to have it put up if needed - with my history its very likely I will need a much higher dose and probably a referal to the mental health team. But I am on the road to recovery so I am trying to bmore positive.

She also complimented me on Edward (who had to come with me) on his manners, politeness, and behaviour. He was an angel although I felt bad when he gave me a cuddle and asked if I was ok when I was crying.

So I have made the first step to feeling better.

Posted: 04 June 2008 at 9:27am | IP Logged

Well done to you for making that first step, it is the hardest one by far!

I know how depression affects general ability to function day to day and i totally feel for you! If you need to see the mental health team, then go for it! They helped me no end! I hope the anti depressants will kick in soon for you with no unwanted side effects!

Always here if you need to chat hun, take care!

xxxx

Posted: 04 June 2008 at 9:59am | IP Logged

You did really well hunny it's so easy now days to give the phrase i'm ok ta, instead of having to face the truth and the reality of how we are feeling.

I'm really proud of you as i know you've been wrestling with the feelings of uselessness etc.

Eds really is a star and you should be proud hunny.

Well done to you both x

Posted: 04 June 2008 at 1:43pm | IP Logged

Madz, I hope that they start to take effect soon and your feeling more like your normal self.

Bless Edward, they always know the right time to give cuddles.

Posted: 04 June 2008 at 7:01pm | IP Logged

  Well done for taking this step and I hope thay help you and don't forget that Eds is a credit to the way his smashing mum has brought him up.  Take Care xxxx